Im just another damned man, living in a damned world.

Got scolded by Cai tou again.

Not that i want to call her names in my blog. What rights do you have to insult me and call me names and say im idiot and a black sheep of the whole school. I think u are the black sheep among the good teachers in XINMIN! I know that you are being strict, but since when strict can be considered MEAN? Why do you have ther rights to insult people as a teacher. The same thing goes to the Nan Chiau Ex principal. although you did not use a book, but you kena JI!!!!!!!! What the hell, you think our head is watermelon or papaya? At least our heads are not like veggy. So if u going to do anything abt me again i will only listen to what i think is correct to be said by a teacher, which means no INSULTING language.

I knew that its my fault for not taking care of the damn expensive blazers, but do i want it? Of cos i knew the consequences for dirtying them. Did i do it on purpose. Its OK if u want me to take up ALL the blame, but why to those who lend me the blazers. I know that you want ppl to respect you, but respect is not earn by insulting ppl. Do what you want others to do to you. For example, I fully respected Mr Pah as a Senior teacher. How does he earn his respect frm ppl? Scolding? Insult ppl? Critise ppl? NO! N, O ! you get it right. I respected you early in the year even though you are known to be strict (mean) but you make me detest the way you change ppl, unrealising it myself. Untill now, i still thinks that you should be respected, because you are a teacher, not becase you are CAI SIEW HUA. As you've said, you respected me bcos i have a tie, and not bcos of me. But anyway did you respected me?

I shall not continue anymore. I will try to treat you as before like i have nvr been scolded by you. But PLS RMB, I respected you because you are a teacher, not becase you are CAI SIEW HUA. Get it?!!!?