 
 
 
 
no surprise here
Im just another damned man,
living in a damned world.
 
 29 February 2008
 
 
 I wish to be alone...
no link to this cold,
meaningless world.
I wish to walk away...
in silence,
in deny of everything.
I wish to help them...
my words are not needed,
listened.
I wish to be perfect...
no power, no trust,
to influence others.
I wish to change people...
such a loser, stupid idea,
leopard never change its spots.
I wish they were on the same boat...
everyone has their own mindset,
to participate or not to.
I wish i had the trust...
mending what i've done,
i need believe.
I wish i had made my point clear...
helping, doing my best,
to assist.
I wish people knows...
blaming is not what i does,
all i want is complete task.
I wish everything rewind...
rule the way of life i want,
to avoid obstacles all this while.
I wish to get forgiveness...
being a lousy cadet,
noob student.
I wish they treat me nicer...
i've no courage, ecpress my miseries,
and fear.
I wish to close down this computer...
throw me out, disassociate with this,
dull dull world...
 
 8:58 pm