Im just another damned man, living in a damned world.

Im sorry wet,
i did a bad job.
I was scared,
that i would make some error.
Indeed i did not make a perfect job.
After 4 month isolated from duties,
im not confident of what im doing.
Was there any change in the procedure?
I do not know, and i dare not ask.
I am not suitable for it maybe.
I felt so embarrassed, i had to ask juniors what to do.
(note its junior that i had asked, malu)
I was scared the standard procedure had changed.

Me: Who to do which class?
Their reply to me is: Random, dunnid assign class.
Me: You sure?
Juniors: This had been the case all along.

How could it be.
Maybe that was the case when there were fewer classes.
Then able to randomly assign class on the spot.
Probably im not even suitable to take charge.
Loser Me.

Small loser big loser biggest loser ME.
Welcome to loser land.
Population ONE.
ME.
LOSER.

haha.