Im just another damned man, living in a damned world.

不知道为什么， 我有一股想用华文写博客的冲动。
转眼间，我已在新民读了快两年半。
当个学生警察一路走来并不好走。
流汉，流泪，甚至流血是必经之道。
这博客收入了我每天的点点滴滴，也快2年了。
在这漫长的岁月里， 挫折不断往我冲来，就像一群视死如归的勇士。
一波未平，一波又起。
根本谈不起怎么防备，如何防患未然。
不过全都已迎刃而解。这一切的一切使得我百折不饶，学会逆水行舟。
天天按部就班，墨守成规，埋头苦读，始终不是我的那杯茶。

童年时期的快乐，早已不翼而飞，离我好远好远。
长年累月，每天过着千篇一律的平淡又忙碌的生活， 使我精疲力尽。
身边狂妄自大，不自量力的人多得连脚趾都数不完，真是可笑。
等到自己能够发挥的时候，说得天摇地动，翻云覆雨，口若悬河。
以为自己是啥博学家？？太可耻了，这些以自己为中心点的自私鬼。真可悲！
但不可否认，心地善良，徒劳无功的一等人依然存在。
他们出类拔萃，德高望重，从来没想过不劳而获。
三思而后行从不做伤天害理的事。那么高尚的人，真是发人深省，潜移默化。
懒惰的人遇到困难时，不知所措，进退维谷。好个咎由自取。
这些人呆在社会里，等于滥竽充数，有任务时就敷衍塞责。
始终不能从外表判定一个人，每个人都不同，各有千秋。
我不指望名利，舍己为人太伟大了吧？我哪能做到呢。
我只想做我自己。
失败者，如果自暴自弃，退避三舍， 最终只会一败涂地。可别忘了，塞翁失马，
事情可能还有解决方法，为什么要放弃呢？
成功者，胸有成竹，宁死不屈，实事求是，决心达到目标。
失败者或成功者只是一线之差，要怎么才能走向自己要的呢？
我选择了成功的道路。
路还长得很呢。。。。。。

这一切对你来说可能是废话，
但对我来说。。。。。。
















这的确是废话。



First DB meeting. 训务部会议（一）
Correction, first one held by me.
OMG, i held a meeting.
Actually i dun even want to post until i saw NK's tag.
Still quite 'friendly' type of meeting.
I suppose they were not used to me saying serious stuff.
Im a rapper crapper, i think so.
Maybe i should cut down on jokes, or even get rid of jokes.
They were not funny at all.
Loser larh, thats all i can say.
Didnt even start the first meeting well.
They were like playful sia.
But this is only theie first meeting by me,
so i hope will change next time?
Anyway, pls remind me to tell Adam to give Charmaine(General Secretary)
the June Camp Evaluation.
Ms Kuck wants it!!! OMG, i think the SLNs must be feeling 不耐烦。

Now i know why people close down their blogs:

1. busy
2. very busy
3. too busy
4. still too busy
5. Nothing to post
6. Tired of posting
7. Out of ideas to post
8. No one knows about it
9. No one cares to read
10. don't want people to read

How many of the above does this blog applies to?



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Playing with words.....

Thank You Mr Tang and NCC.

OMG, results will known tmr...

"I live in HDB flats,
i came back with the HDB project,
and i am HDB from tmr onwards.
Be the great HDB you have my words"

Rest well for the listening comprehension O level tmr dude.
Now getcha ass of the chair and lie on the damn bed.
But before that take two 'spoon' and dig the shit outta your ears.

Wow. I've just used Microsoft Word to publish a post.

Am I like the 2437852798567289576326^th person to know that there's this function?

Well, wadeva this is my first time.

And I realized the bad thing of blogging in Microsoft word is the speeling check

Which make those auto cap locks, red or green zigzag underline which

Is very distracting.

Not going to elaborate, must go do my write up le.

Bye.

Yours faithfully

Desmond :D

Sad? Couldnt believe this is what Np give us after 3 years...
Was really shock when Jefferson didnt even have a post.
Why isnt there a choice for us to choose what we want?
Just some decisions from the TO and others.
Chose people who dun even want to help Np.
(eg. Jiahui turned the Np cupboard topsy turvy)
So what if hes good in drills or wadeva, theres a time to be serious
and he is never. Im not saying those people do not deserve it,
but their atitude SUCKS.
I cant do anything when they were in squad last few years.
But are we going to let them show the juniors?
Not really disappointed by my post, but i rather want admin
than a next year job.
Do you know what some says? The Service day is going to be their
LAST attendance.
OK, that person is Jeff.
Sian, i see nothing for the rest of the year.
Just fall in into sec 3 squad for the rest of the parades and rot to death.

Oh wells, fall sick rather easily these days,
average of 5 hours sleep everyday doesnt seem to be ample
for me to stay awake in class.
Morning training doesnt seem to work.
No one sees my effort.
Im just a normal cadet that tries to make npcc surpass other UG.
Wild hope, Np will never excel when people dont take it seriously.
If they continue to skip/be late for the training so be it.
I no longer have the physical strength to hold on anymore.
When i lose the mental mind persevere on, perhaps its really
time i should go, just like doryfish.
Train in the drizzle, train under the hot sun,
train in the early morning, train after the weary schoolday.
I can hardly stand during morning training,
i cannot sing the anthem out, not even a single sound.
My left ear seems to be deaf out of the blue this few days.
Yet all this could only contribute to me being lonely in the corner,
sobbing.



Oh well this the 203th, so the 202th post isnt the last.

Studies. SL. NPCC.
Three roads.
Difficult choices.
Choose all?
Choose two?
Focus on one?
Or heck care all?
Im confused...

"I hate the system"





Will this 202th post be my last post? Tired of blogging...