Im just another damned man, living in a damned world.

Yo, blogging in japan.
Quite fun,
and my buddy owned the whole building.
Wow,
so i had my own room,
slept for more than 12 hours ><
So now mooching their house wireless internet.
Shall post my pictures nest time cos cannt upload now.
180+ pictures in a single day.

and when i check my email, saw this:

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.



anyway, its from junkang.
so bye bye going out for lunch, its 1.14pm here.


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shall elaborate if not first day post too short.
Anyway, i might be able to blog everyday!!
so the first day.
Went to airport at 10.30 the previous day.
Then do all the necessary stuff.
So at 11.40 we are already inside.
so some of us went to t3 free internet area.
So chated wif some peeps.
(and i smsed to told her.)
So, we entered the plane at 12.
Fly at 1am.
So in the plane i watched the dark knight.
didnt know its more than 2 hours, so it destroyed my plan.
after that its around 4.
So i just listen to music, while most of the peeps are slping.
And then waited for breakfast which is at 6am.
So a little while b4 that i woke up jasmine,
and then we played daidee.
Reached Nagoya at 8.02am.
So we went out and saw the teachers.
A bit disappointed.
anyway, we went to take a ship to [fill in the blank if i find out]
So we switch to a bus.
reached ise, and my buddy mum's come fetch, my luggage, lol.
Only wk wenqi and mine came.
SO we went to the ise shrine.
go to Okage street shop.
the stuff there cost okay only, just a bomb nia.
So ate a expensive bowl of udon at S$8.
We proceed to toba aquarium.
saw a lot of jefferson long distance relatives.
So i lost my camera case.
and damn spoil mood lor.
anyhow took the photos cos no mood.
after that went to the info counter,
AND MY CASE IS THERE!
yay, jap ppl are honest and kind.
and then when we went back, its a 2 hour trip to takada.
Anyway ise and takada is far.
1 hour train.
so my buddy hse is back at ise.
So we went to take train to go home.
And his hse is damn big!!!
So the rest is alrdy mentioned above...
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